Quick Update

OK, so my friend Jennifer asked me why I hadn't blogged in 5 whole days. Well I told her that I have been busy....luv ya Jen :0)

But really life has been coming at me so quickly that I am not sure where I am supposed to be. We are still in the waiting process for Cyd's appointment, not until Oct 27 a little over a week left! I am just ready to hear what they have to say and go from there, I know that we won't be getting all the answers that I want, but maybe some direction.

With all of these doctor's appointments and tests and all the physical therapy I was in, my pocket is starting to feel it. I have been doing so good all year long, until now. It's hard when you know that you need things like clothes for the fall and you have to talk yourself into going and getting them and still feel guilty for buying them. I am thinking that a part time job may have to come into the picture soon, just have to figure out what to do with Cyd if I do that. Not like I can just hire someone to keep her, that would defeat the purpose of the extra income.

Then there is schooling I would like to go back and get my bachelors...but that seems nearly impossible too. Just sometimes feel like I can't get ahead for anything...ever get that feeling?

We had a meeting at work today, and as you know I had mentioned moving. The meeting today was encouraging so I don't guess I will be moving anytime soon. I wasn't wanting to leave my company to move, but just wanted to try to start over...realistically that would not work. My great and wonderful Jennifer said that I should stay here...all my friends and family that love Cyd & I are here. So for now we are staying, at least until my lease is up in March ;0)

Well I must get back to work...it has been a crazy day today!