Do you ever wonder what it is that we are waiting for in life? Lately I have been doing that a lot...what am I really supposed to be doing. Am I working at the right job, should I move, is this town just too blah for me now? Things like this have consumed my mind when I am not thinking about Cydney. We have been on a waiting game with all the doctor's appointments for Cyd, now we have to wait till Oct 27...several weeks away! We have made it this far, what's a few more weeks right. So waiting has been killing me, but I know that we will soon be shown what it is that's going on.
Dating....that's another story. I am not sure about dating anymore, at least right now. I know that I have always said that I want to get married again someday and have another child, but starting to doubt that may happen. I was at a friend's house tonight and we were talking about it. One friend is married, another single for some time and they were both like just enjoy things, don't worry about it. It's so much easier said then done!
So my life is full of waiting and wanting to date right now. But, as I sit here in my bed in silence for the first time in awhile I think about things more...thinking that maybe being single isn't so bad and that things with Cyd could always be worse.
Well I am going to stop for the night because my eyes are getting heavy. Hope everyone has a great weekend.
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